A single heart turns grey

boredom kills a lot. since the day i prayed for this week to come, i already not in the mood of studying.
Although i know that this year wont be a good year due to the economy and also the preparation that awaits this new year,2009. And yes, i wasn't enjoying any single day since the school started. I was once playing firecrackers, collecting numerous ang paus, enjoy playing and teasing with small little kids. But, in fact this year i wasn't into the mood. i dont know why. Besides enjoying and sleeping continuously, i rather go back home to kl and COME here blogging.

MOO? a moo year that didnt make me feel any better. so saddening. =/
sometimes i even wonder why my life is just lke that? no changes but sometimes it got worsen. Even this year, i need something, just something to refresh my mind and get me go further to reach the next station. I can't stone at home facing the same stuff and doing the same routine what i am doing now and may be the following months i guess.

And now, i am here at home for two days already. When i flipped through my accumulated homework, it kills a lot. I dont have the mood to carry it on. I truly know that this wouldnt stop. Life's terrific, busy and hectic. I need some space to get use to it but please don't get affected by me. I can't keep it in my heart and so here it is.

I AM NOT EMO *again just wanted to tell you guys my feelings throughout this 7 days new year. i hope you guys did enjoy this new year. HAIH, another week starts and i know that it isnt a better day to soar on.

HOME HOME HOME. home sweet home? i dont think so. =(

i vow in my heart that i will I WILL lead a better life ever after.

Sometimes, i am not sure where am i , but at the very least i always know where are you and somehow trying to catch up with you. I dont know how's the future could it be, but now i realised that it is really hard to go along with you and whether should i BE WITH YOU.

Thank you for being my listener. =)

by,
chong.

p/s: pictures during CNY will be uploaded. HOPE so.

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FIRST DAY of the school

TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE and VEGETABLE!

that's what i wanted to say for today.

It's all under my expectations. students, teachers, ALL. *speechless

at my first thought was my class is a DAMN NOOBIE class. so i think the teachers should be great enough to teach us. UNWILLINGLY, disappointingly, we got two new teachers FROM dunno where to teach us.. GODDAMN is that our FORM TEACHER is the NEW ONES.

haiz. as i am thinking futher, i know that this form four life not even suck, but it's getting harder and harder IFFFF every single teacher is SO and SO. I WOULD RATHER STUDY MYSELF WEI.

MOST PROBABLY, today is the first day. may be my first VIEW isnt right after some time?ot may be it's the truth? WHO KNOWS?

ALL COMES TO AN END. EVERYTHING including my moodddd, my urge to run all over the class, the tend to bully all those students like what i used to do last year........

GONE!

that's what i am TRYING TO SAY, i hate being so quiet but i couldnt shout even one cause the teacher faces, and MOST OF ALL the students throw the BLURR mood to me. i really have no idea la.

AND the fact is that I NEVER EXPERIENCE THIS KIND OF FEELINGS before.
i still remember the first day PN CHEE ALR knew my name. not because of anything, just that I TALKED TO HER, joked with her and many crazy things 3a2 students did to her.

i hope that i can get over this and get adapted to this class.

oh btw, AT LEAST my class got one to GAZE at.poor thing. others ... sigh. no offence wei. u will know it when you come to my class. =(

CAUSE I HAD A BAD DAY.

BOREDOM SPEAKS MORE THAN WORDS HERE.

Bad Day - Daniel Powter

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another day

today i was still the same.

just back from travelling. cant resist to eat delicious super-licious food.

just ate some normal mee soup..

by the way, just wanted to tell you guys that my house, yesterday WAS　flooded with water.

the water was from ceiling and it was like oh-my-god.

after 3 minutes, the lazy-bump came.* his name is Ali. he was the one who fixed the pipe earlier on who applied some gum and just left away without further notices.

When he arrived, he claimed that he has repaired the freaking pipe and he never felt sorry for wht he has done. What he did was just clarifying that our house pipe is all PLASTIC and he just used some gum to just firm it up but didnt tell us that it's still hanging there.

HE forgot to inform us for not using water heater until the gum is harden. THEN that's it.

It was all like water-splashing from the ceiling and the light bulbs too. ALL ruined.

LUCKILY, my com not involved =D so i am here now blogging.


haiz. damn terrified .. below is my convo between me and him:

me, the so-called ALI*makan tahi:

me: hey, kenapa semua air bocor?

Ali: oh, kerana tadi dia sendiri bocor dari atas. Itu gam belum lagi kering dan boom.

me: kenapa tak buat baik-baik sebelum keluar? sekarang memang semua sudah rosak tau?

Ali: aiyo, saya pun tak tau lah, i pergi atas check dan tampal lagi.

Me: lain kali mesti panggil kami ataupun cakap lah. jangan sendiri buat dan bocor tau?

Ali: OKAYｏｋａｙ．　saya pergi atas check dulu dan tangok apa yang mau tukar.

(end of convo)

haiz. i never hear stupid people like him wei. he was just like doing half and went away, i was really exaggerate but just let it be. LET this to be settled by my dad. After the so-called-fixed-already pipe, he went away. WTHHHHHHH... cekik dia next time he come. ｙｏｕ　ａｒｅｎｔ　ｏｎｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｖｉｃｔｉｍ，　ｙｏｕ　ｗｏｕｌｄｎｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｈｏｗ　ｉｔ　ｆｅｌｔ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｏｆ　ｓｉｔｕａｔｉｏｎ　ｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄ．


And i was the one holding some pails to fill up the water and mopped the floor in every single edge of my HOUSE. part-time-servant*

hope today it is not slippery...

=(

p/s stupid fella, go back to your hometown and learn what's REPAIRING and never come back until you understood.

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