another title being titled

haha. being random =)
by the way, i went hometown for cheng beng and now my grandparents are now watching tv downstairs. just sneaked out for a rest. SO i am here. =)
i just realized. now erm probably recently love fever is back again. i dunno why. just feeling so and many people crushing on one another. hah. so funny.LOL

so what i have been expected were all the results were being distributed to all of us in 4s4. unfortunately, just add maths, leaving moral and english papers not yet being delivered.
yeah, i am quite satisfied with my add maths paper as many of my friends did quite bad? erm, the gap is too big until there's 70 or 80 percent difference among the highest and the lowest. so ya. =)

and one thing to speak out is that I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED MORAL AND CHEMISTRY PROJECT! wohooo, what a miracle man! i just cant believe that i had actually finished them all in just one day. i think just half a day la. haha. panda eyes i have, due to yesterdays. =) slept around 3 hours just to complete all.

AND one more thing to announce is that i need to do housechores for another two weeks cause my KAKAK has just gone to her hometown. so yeah, i am a houseman, but i dont think i have the passion or urge to carry it on. haha, may be washing clothes and simple stuff i will do. SISTERS do the rest. ;)

finished my oral today. yeah, quite satisfied as i blurted everything and it was sort of impromtu. =)
ORAL ! BYE! =D

btw, readers, can introduce any nice songs being put up for blog's song?
thank you!

ohya, tanner skin.
by,
chong

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unsatisfied? dissapointment.

as what i have mentioned yesterday, i am nervous and at the same time
curious about my coming result. as you all know, i always aim higher for my academics.
*may be this is just a criteria that i can compare with?

BUT
when i reach a different stage in my life
after PMR
i found out that my perception was wrong.
totally wrong. =(
i just to overestimate myself and always think in the sense
that i can always maintain .

the results for tits and bits have shown all.
alll...
just two results that i hv just received,
i barely shout, emo or do anything.
not because i will shout for joy or
any positive expressions.

i was trashed.
in a horrible and horrendous way that i couldnt believe that
i had actually sat for this exam. everything came out so wrong.
and i couldnt accept it.
just cant.

may be it's just the starting point of form 4 life,
but i dont take this as an excuse.
i will.

i promise myself that i will work out my best for the coming exam.
i have flunked.
ALMOST EVERYTHING


let's see how it goes for the rest of my results.

i will take this time as my experience in my first ever form four life and soar it on . take my words. i will do better next time.

may be the cold weather makes me feel so sad and moody when i received my results.

finally, i think i have got over it. after spamming my feelings on my keyboard through blogging.
i am tired. tired of competing with others.

BUT, i am satisfied with myself for now although my goal was not kicked in a right position.

i have learned how to be optimistic and life is not always fair and square for all of us.

i think that's all for today. i will pray hard for the oncoming ones. wish me good luck =)

by,
chong

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back

i'm back
from kazilion years. not really that long but during exam period, the answer is always yes.
so, we are set to be free. the exam is finally over! =)
just so you know, my cousins came last week, which was from Friday till Sunday. We have not been chatting with each other for some time as we were busy for our studies. She has just completed her secondary life in Singapore and going to study in college at the age of 17, which is one year younger than us in Malaysia.

She hasn't attend the courses she had chosen for 5 months already. So fun right? ya, that's Singapore. I wonder why Malaysia do not have such system whereby we can actually hardcore IMPORTANT subjects and leave others so that we can gain more USEFUL knowledge right? this is prolly my opinion on this. I just think that WE people study things that is wasting but yet it's considered important in MALAYSIA. dont mind me. I have just finished my moral paper and it's just my random thoughts. do u guys agree?

great food i had the past few days after prefects' camp. i think i have gained back all my weight. =) LOL. FYI, my cousins and his mum plus me have an equality of 3 iPhones. so cool right? so we did exchange knowledge and i still dunno why i am just so envying people's phone although they're just the same model. May be i am always not satisfied or people don't satisfy things that are on their hands right? FYI, their phones are all second generation, with cooler sound blasts and nicer "outfit". Malaysia has just launched MAXIS 3G plan for iphone now but the price is high, so i dont think much people will use it. HAIH, people overseas can have it with a lower price, why not Malaysia? May be i am too desperate to have better things in other countries. BUT, seriously, it's always the SECOND ROUND for Malaysians to use the 'new technology' based devices. i am still wondering WAWASAN 2020 was being set up in mind from Tun Mahathir Mohamad. we are just using things that have been used by advanced countries such as Japan and USA. pity us.

i didnt join my kakis to cyber cafes as i was too exhausted. i think i cant get used to new alarm being set after one week break.

i am quite nervous when i realized that tomorrow i am going to receive my results. OH GOSH.

=.=

bon voyage, remember iPhone skin. =)

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birthday shoutout

study.
exams.
sej. FYI, i havent touched yet. i am going to screw this these few days.
tomorrow schooling again.
WTH.

haiz. today 12 people in my class lost.
=(

homework, studies.


but

a shoutout for kai feng's birthday on today

i know you had enough for that. *you know what right?as today's your birthday, i will cal you TAN KAI FENG.

=)

i wanted to skip school but being an obedient child, i go schooling.

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sub conscious mind

jump and jump!
so.
yeah, today i did long jump but unfortunately, just passed the border line for L2, which was quite disappointing. BUT who cares, at least i PASSED it. ;)
as usual pjpk was normal. Mr. Lim asked us to run. he offered us only 2 rounds. BUT, that doesnt show how kind he was, because we need to practice for long jump for sukan tara to obtain marks for respective houses.

okay. another day which was quite hectic where all the accumulated homework comes in and needed to hand in by tomorrow. Pn chan, you are damn smart. haiz.
but, for the sake of practising, i am willing to do it.

actually i wanted to give out my speech for the purpose of oral presentation today, but Ms Sherry was so kind and skipped it. which was quite surprising. for the sake of the girl sitting behind me, she wanted me to present before she does before she doesnt want to be the first one to go. LOLL.

tensive wei.
so i do wait.

BACK TO NORMAL =D

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vow in my heart - i can do it

tomorrow i am going to have my oral presentation.
as usual, i will memorize any articles.
but the main thing for now is WHICH ARTICLES should i pick?
is it last year's?
which i had already used it for my oral presentation for nearly 3 years?
i doubt it.

MAY BE due to the precious time that i am actually running out now,
i think i will use the same article.
FYI,
it's about contact lenses.

i will flip through and i think you guys should know right?

TOMORROW, i hope a better week for me although study date is going on and i am learning how to face you guys in 4s4. i hope my changes will actually work and bondage with you guys is a must because i will be facing you guys for two years.

tolerance. this is what a unity should be.

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A single heart turns grey

boredom kills a lot. since the day i prayed for this week to come, i already not in the mood of studying.
Although i know that this year wont be a good year due to the economy and also the preparation that awaits this new year,2009. And yes, i wasn't enjoying any single day since the school started. I was once playing firecrackers, collecting numerous ang paus, enjoy playing and teasing with small little kids. But, in fact this year i wasn't into the mood. i dont know why. Besides enjoying and sleeping continuously, i rather go back home to kl and COME here blogging.

MOO? a moo year that didnt make me feel any better. so saddening. =/
sometimes i even wonder why my life is just lke that? no changes but sometimes it got worsen. Even this year, i need something, just something to refresh my mind and get me go further to reach the next station. I can't stone at home facing the same stuff and doing the same routine what i am doing now and may be the following months i guess.

And now, i am here at home for two days already. When i flipped through my accumulated homework, it kills a lot. I dont have the mood to carry it on. I truly know that this wouldnt stop. Life's terrific, busy and hectic. I need some space to get use to it but please don't get affected by me. I can't keep it in my heart and so here it is.

I AM NOT EMO *again just wanted to tell you guys my feelings throughout this 7 days new year. i hope you guys did enjoy this new year. HAIH, another week starts and i know that it isnt a better day to soar on.

HOME HOME HOME. home sweet home? i dont think so. =(

i vow in my heart that i will I WILL lead a better life ever after.

Sometimes, i am not sure where am i , but at the very least i always know where are you and somehow trying to catch up with you. I dont know how's the future could it be, but now i realised that it is really hard to go along with you and whether should i BE WITH YOU.

Thank you for being my listener. =)

by,
chong.

p/s: pictures during CNY will be uploaded. HOPE so.

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OPINIONS

mister and misses.
today i am going to emphasize the MISSES *awkward.
yeah. sounds weird?
i told my friends about this.
quoted but modified from the text book =)

Misses (insert name) misses he/see/you so much . =.=

i know it's kinda lame but i cant stop my laughter for this .
LOL.
oh my god, today erm. may be yesterday i had a bad cough and facing influenza problem.
EARTHLINGS, i still cant resist to laugh and joke with the people around me.
HAIZ, it brings me a long long time go where i was being lame pranking people. BUT no doubts, i NEED　to do so as i need this way to communicate with people like them. not in sarcastic way of course -.-

by the way, chinese new year is coming soon yet i am having this sickness. HAIH, hoping that i can recover soon. REMEMBER, i need may be two more days only causeeeeee i am going back to my hometown this friday after school .

SOOOOOOOOOO,

you guys are having any plans during chinese new year?

OH, before i go, just want to ask you guys whether you think a party should be held besides swimming pool, beach or may be in those hotels?

may be i am going to do a poll at the side of this blog and let you guys vote . =)

OHHHHHHHHHH

for goodness sake, the TOI TOI company has left few days ago. YEAH. the pungent smell is no longer exist anymore.
HAHA.

BTW, check kai feng's pic in SC BROTHERS' BLOG

LOL

due to his laziness, i alr helped him upload some pics.

BYE

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SAT IN THIS PARTICULAR DAY

SAT-UR-DAY!
currently stoning at home =(
facing the computer and waiting for several hours to have another day

EARTHINGS!
hey hey hey.
hectic saturday!
cause i need to complete my homework although some of them aren't important. as i wasnt really concentrating in class. ESPECIALLY during sej peroid, i found it's BORING. *i have tried hard to listen but nothing goes in =(
may be because next week i am going to celebrate Chinese new year?
too CURIOUS to know what's going on in the brand new year? more benefits?*you guys know what i am trying to say right? =D

so, i have just changed this layout as there were some problems occurred and it was quite irritating for someone to scroll up and down and hover one by one. HOWEVER, i found this random skin. It's neater? ANY COMMENTS?

OHHHH. tomorrow my friend, ONG WEN LIN is having a party!
she will be studying in australia after that. SO, it's kind of sad right?

i remembered last time i used to tease her, fooled around with her. but, there'll be no time anymore as SHE's leaving? *though now we seldom meet each other.

AND another party will be going on on the 31th of jan! let's see how it goes. It's one of the 3a2 gatherings and am looking forward to attend thise precious moments celebrating with my ex-classmates. =)

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RUNNING THROUGH LIFE

HEY, i am back here blogging. sorry for the delay and making you guys to wait for so long?!
um, the main reason is that i REALLY not into blogging mood nowadays as accumulated homework is BURDENING me. As you can see, i have just finished creating SC BROTHERS' blog and updating here and there. BUT, that doesn't mean that i AM NOT HERE.

so AS SO YOU KNOWW,
i am here updating!
FRIDAY again, i remember last week almost all was EMO-fied posts, SO today.
ALTHOUGH this feeling doesn't really fades, I AM NOT GOING TO BRAG all over here again to let you guys down.

BUT of course, i have met some of the NEW FRIENDS.
let's start off with umm... maths teacher?
she's pn ONG. REALLYY responsible, but IMMUNE to students who are finding excuses for not handing in their homework. ASK the victims what was her punishments. IT's kinda CHILDISH?
other than that, the mostttttt memorable or first come in my mind is MY NEW NICKNAME created by someone. JOHNSON!??
haha. it's kinda funny but then it's slighty like my (chong sheng ) name. so , this is how students and even some of my teachers used to call me like that.
LOLL

OH today is GERKO DAY. so, as usual. EVERYTHING WAS ON TRACK. Chinese society took the most popularity among all? BUT in fact, this year is slighty better than last year. At least the MEMBERS do not chase one another to SIGN UP for kazilion times but nothing works after all. =.=
almost all clubs and societies were WELL-PARTICIPATED in asking around for 2009 members?
for me. i JOINED badminton club, buddhist society and INTERACT CLUB =.=

i havent point out this thing.
TODAY i am happy becuase not much homework given as teachers were busying their stuff and most of the students were not in class *some slacking and some dutying la

AND AND AND

I CANT RESIST TO THE PUNGENT SMELL OF THE GIRLS' TEMPORARY TOILET !

OH MY GOD,
it stinks all the time!

AND TOI TOI is the name for this SERVICE.

SO, i will remember you, TOI TOI. i will make u become a TOY AND GET OUT OF MY EYESIGHT.

*although i was pity of the workers who have been dragging out all the (insert words) .

OH TOI TOI, tolong! :(

OH
LUCKY FOR BEING FREE TODAY!
but tomorrow, another day for school.

BUT BUT BUT

chinese new year is around the corner

=D

kk. hear from you soon. wait for me too!

OH. i prefer people calling me chong now and i DUNNO WHY =.=

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BEYOND HIGHER EXPECTATIONS

erm, what would i like to say is that BESIDES schooling, i don't think i have anything to post about.
random day. after all, i found out that i really like Friday especially starting on this week because i can really relax and do something else that i like rather than CONCENTRATING　in class or even CRAPPING with strangers but no point after all. There's a student in our class, who's noisy but always brag nonsense, filled my silence with fear. I dont know how to describe about him. He's just so childish and foolish, happy-go-lucky may be? no offense. it's just some "special guy" that i havent met before. All the words that spilted out from his mouth are those NICKNAMES on the people, which i think this is sort of kindergarten games? BUT he has a common good point, he can entertain the class well with all the UNKNOWN fellas. I am speechless. *you comment yourself =)

SO, accumulated homeworks barely made me breathe. And i am overwhelmed by some teachers in my class, who is my BM new teacher and MATHS. WE enjoyed the class in a RESPONSIVE environment. That's why we aren;t feel boring like what other students commented.

OH, our class is becoming noisier and noiser, which is better since the day we stepped in to a DULL class room. SO, if you have a chance, pass by 4s4, and you will understand the situation of our class. LOL.
BTW, be smart. go when you are lucky to see us playing around or chatting like MAD. =D

BUTBUTBUT,
i still miss my ex-classmates which was really suffering the previous days. And i tried really hard to touch, sense, feel and adapt to the class. Now is still under progess. LOADING may be 50/60%?

hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahah.

that's all i can do in four walls.

i hope there's nobody who irks , but cling a smile on face and bitter fades away. :)

FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS YOUR PRIORITY. DON'T GAZE AT THEM, GET INTO THEIR WORLD AND PRIORITIZE THEM AS ONE PART OF YOUR LIFE. WORTH YOUR LIFE MORE AND GAIN OUTCOME.

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OH GOD.
another day, which i will get to know more friends but failed. After refreshing my mind to accept those students in my class, I HAVE RUINED MY PLANS. i don't know why. it's just that i cant go into their very own world.

HAD a short talk with my old friends. i finally realized that I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS.
BUT i will always brag here unless i really BOW and bare with new friends. I WILL GIVE MYSELF a week's time. YOU WILL SEE IT =)

by the way, today i got my CHEMISTRY class on. PUAN CHAN, my 3a2 ex science teacher teach us in chemistry. Although it's quite confusing on dealing with the SYMBOLS, overall she really put some effort to teach us a lot. FRANKLY, she changed a lot. she's a kind teacher that i never expected.

ENGLISH period wrote an essay about new year resolutions. COMPLETED in one period.

WELL, that's all for today i guess?!

OH btw, below are the pictures. OMG. i dont even know the name of them after teacher told us about that. NAMED

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PUSSY WILLOW!






dont think dirty ;)

we laughed histerically in the class after hearing the first word AS it's related to something else.



i bet you guys know what is it right? and it's used for CHINESE NEW YEAR decoration.

=)

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FIRST DAY of the school

TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE and VEGETABLE!

that's what i wanted to say for today.

It's all under my expectations. students, teachers, ALL. *speechless

at my first thought was my class is a DAMN NOOBIE class. so i think the teachers should be great enough to teach us. UNWILLINGLY, disappointingly, we got two new teachers FROM dunno where to teach us.. GODDAMN is that our FORM TEACHER is the NEW ONES.

haiz. as i am thinking futher, i know that this form four life not even suck, but it's getting harder and harder IFFFF every single teacher is SO and SO. I WOULD RATHER STUDY MYSELF WEI.

MOST PROBABLY, today is the first day. may be my first VIEW isnt right after some time?ot may be it's the truth? WHO KNOWS?

ALL COMES TO AN END. EVERYTHING including my moodddd, my urge to run all over the class, the tend to bully all those students like what i used to do last year........

GONE!

that's what i am TRYING TO SAY, i hate being so quiet but i couldnt shout even one cause the teacher faces, and MOST OF ALL the students throw the BLURR mood to me. i really have no idea la.

AND the fact is that I NEVER EXPERIENCE THIS KIND OF FEELINGS before.
i still remember the first day PN CHEE ALR knew my name. not because of anything, just that I TALKED TO HER, joked with her and many crazy things 3a2 students did to her.

i hope that i can get over this and get adapted to this class.

oh btw, AT LEAST my class got one to GAZE at.poor thing. others ... sigh. no offence wei. u will know it when you come to my class. =(

CAUSE I HAD A BAD DAY.

BOREDOM SPEAKS MORE THAN WORDS HERE.

Bad Day - Daniel Powter

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tricked? or it's the truth? it makes me nervous so much yet it's not fixed

so yeah. today is not a good day. why dont i say it's a bad day but a NOT GOOD day?
cause it isn't really bad but not really good. so yeah.

my topic of the day reflects what my mood is for today.
everyone (form 3 ) wondering and wandering around seeking or watching for the confirmation of our PMR result day. this terrifies us. everyone said it was yesterday?? 29th which i got this information much more earlier? then i was thinking whether i was being fooled around.

so, because of this day, i told my maid to prepare for my uniform the next day. As i am not sure about the day, so i just asked her to get ready for my convenience. I felt so stupid at that time running all over the places and called just to find out this curiosity.

haiz. then at night, i received some messages from my friends and finally told me that the next day,which is Wednesday is not ours. it's for penang students. lol. then i got some rumours about the delay from 29th to the 30th. Since then, i really felt like i am too concerned about the results? it was yes in the morning and afternoon .but at night, i really dont feel like caring anymore.

it was all past. so why am i looking back?


so anyone really knows the date please leave a comment. thanks.

christmas is counting!
which means schooling is going to start and new year too.
there are still a month i think when CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming.
wish you guys all the best in coming schooling, your results and the coming celebrations :)!

is this suitable for new background for temporary?

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a day that i hope never comes.

13 more days

all FORM　3 dudes, get ready and wait for your results.

the day will come.

Which means form 4 life is coming, everything is on track.

which stress burdens me.. a lot =(

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