when my heart turns gray

i did something really bad. i nearly made my dad blind. =(
when i was in the car after tuition, i was pointing direction facing right hand side, where my dad's seat was there. Out of a sudden, my finger almost poked my dad's eyeball. i was so terrified.
i bet he was so angry, he sent me back and went to hospital by his own. i felt the guilt man. =(

aih, hope his eyes will be okay. i can see the tears in his heart and i felt the same too. his eyes are raging red, i hope he will be okay. =(

haih, another doomy weekends. saturday in exact, after last bm tuition class. Reluctantly, i put my hands off this com and started to continue revising my accumulated books =(

how saddening huh? DOUBLE TRIPLE ..... GUILTNESS.


can you feel it?



stabbing my heart profusely,
chong in guilt.