IM NO EMO

With soaring thigh muscles and unimaginable pain at sum unimaginable area, i sit here blogging. and then suddenly came a text message from a close friend of mine. He said that he doesnt deserve the care i've given him. And that he's grateful. And something just clicked through my mind. Why does humanity covers up whats not to deserve? If there wasn't anything to deserve, then why do we exist giving? Although its not that simple, but each of us soar differently. But no matter how, how everyone ends up, it may be a question. But i know that we all deserve something in the end.

People get emotionally attached to each other. Some thinks that this kind of bond won't last, knowing they will lose something. but why do people still do so? HAS ANYONE WONDERED ABT THIS? Maybe they decided to stay at that point of time. and why do people even bother giving advice to people knowing that it doesn't apply to the people who asked. I know a few people who serves/helps people and not to themselves. They may think they dn't deserve anything. To me, they have no idea they have somehting so special inside. Something so pure, so passionate, something other ppl will never have. Even if i cry, i do it so for others.

Oh! And i miss 3A1 terribly. Where there's Ooi Shu Lin, Ang Hui Li, Khor Zhong Wei, Dylan Wong, Fong Kah Jo, Wong Vooi Keat, Lim Chee Jack,and even Chong Jinhang ==.
And those stupid five people whom i love so much.

I dnt even have to time to think. So many feelings inside, i don't even know how to put words into this. Simple yet so knowingly painful. And these feelings are not about myself lah. ==. I didnt know people with fever have so much capabilities to pen down thoughts!

Blah i dnt even think anyone gets this. But to that friend of mine, if you're reading this, i want u know that those words in that card were worth my soul to write.



Love,
Chen Lynn