A single heart turns grey

boredom kills a lot. since the day i prayed for this week to come, i already not in the mood of studying.
Although i know that this year wont be a good year due to the economy and also the preparation that awaits this new year,2009. And yes, i wasn't enjoying any single day since the school started. I was once playing firecrackers, collecting numerous ang paus, enjoy playing and teasing with small little kids. But, in fact this year i wasn't into the mood. i dont know why. Besides enjoying and sleeping continuously, i rather go back home to kl and COME here blogging.

MOO? a moo year that didnt make me feel any better. so saddening. =/
sometimes i even wonder why my life is just lke that? no changes but sometimes it got worsen. Even this year, i need something, just something to refresh my mind and get me go further to reach the next station. I can't stone at home facing the same stuff and doing the same routine what i am doing now and may be the following months i guess.

And now, i am here at home for two days already. When i flipped through my accumulated homework, it kills a lot. I dont have the mood to carry it on. I truly know that this wouldnt stop. Life's terrific, busy and hectic. I need some space to get use to it but please don't get affected by me. I can't keep it in my heart and so here it is.

I AM NOT EMO *again just wanted to tell you guys my feelings throughout this 7 days new year. i hope you guys did enjoy this new year. HAIH, another week starts and i know that it isnt a better day to soar on.

HOME HOME HOME. home sweet home? i dont think so. =(

i vow in my heart that i will I WILL lead a better life ever after.

Sometimes, i am not sure where am i , but at the very least i always know where are you and somehow trying to catch up with you. I dont know how's the future could it be, but now i realised that it is really hard to go along with you and whether should i BE WITH YOU.

Thank you for being my listener. =)

by,
chong.

p/s: pictures during CNY will be uploaded. HOPE so.