Awaiting dawn: uber frightened

i just realized that my life was just a mess since the hols started. i was just wandering around or stoning at home. parties, trips and outings filled up my life. But after all, i found out that besides that, i think that my life was dull. haha. sometimes even desperate to go back to school. By the way, schooling is around the corner and i need to refresh my mind to prepare for school. When i am thinking that i am going to face the bunch of books that are going to arrive my house, i was just soooooooooo terifying. haiz, thinking of the faces of teachers next year, the different students i am going to meet up with, the classes that are seperated apart (10 science classes), i have no mood to study. :(

And PLUS next tuesday, which is the comfirmed pmr result release day, my grandparents are coming back all along the way from Johor Bahru just to visit me? i dont think so. i know that they are coming to know my result on that day. they will come on Monday and stay for some days. haiz. damn nervous now. my cousin is coming too on that day. which means i am goingggggg to take my result whereas my cousins and grandparents waiting at home for the news. argh. although i did okay in previous exams like trials, i was quite confident when i sat in the examination room. but now, damnnnn damnnnnn damnnnnnn it's just some hard rock hanging on top of my head, ready to fall just like that. haiz. anyone has the same situation as i am having it now? D:

haiz, when i am thinking of my cousins and all my nanny or granny*lol it rhymed.
coming and asking for my result, i damnnnn terrifying. haiz. yee teng said that may be those papers are burnt'? may be? as it's too late to tell us about the result . may be it's just to cool us down. the fact isnt like that. RIGHT? hope not.

that's the fact. can u change?

just left it aside. close an eye and everything goes right =)

hehe. once again, merry christmas yo!! i bet you guys had fun yesterday? me too?haha.
hope you guys did have a wonderful christmas :D not going into details.

by the way, i found these pics below. it was baking date for chen lynn, hui li and shu lin. just wanna show you guys the faces throughout the hols. i was not involved.

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haha. so that's all. i bet you guys will give an OMG look when you saw all these pics. even me too, i was shocked. UNBELIEVABLE.

okay. that's all for today! hope you guys dont get frightened by all these pics.

anyway, text above are all my feelings towards the day which is coming next week. i felt better now writing all those stuff alr. lol.

CHEERS! :D

oh ya, slightly forgotten. remember that i told you guys i had movie marathon? so, finally, almost all my discs have been watched. haha. *applause cause i am proud of myself to watch my favourite ones. haha.

pictures below explains everything. =)

LOVE GURU

*i cant find the pics.

yay! i finally watched this.lol erm. it's quite funny but i rate 8/10?

it's quite impressive in all actions. but then the story line is slighty worse than the previous ones

nice songs. 0.0 almost like mama-mia

OHHHHHHHHHH suitable for kids =D

i'm sorry again, the dog movie. haha

Red Cliff

And to top it all Lin Chiling (below) was really beautiful

I still think Zhang Ziyi is more beautiful though : ) So, she should be my number 2!! Yaay!

Anyway, back to the movie itself, the story was pretty good, just that since it was a two-parter (and I actually forgot about that during the movie), I got a kind of rude shock when the screen suddenly displayed the words “To Be Contined”.

Come to think about it, the movie would be more enjoyable as a whole 3 or 4 hour straight epic and not a two-parter. But then again, as we all know, hindsight is always perfect.

All-in-all, a pretty good movie. I’ll give it an 8 / 10. Much better than the current crop of Western movies which I find are getting pretty clichéd. Most Western movies these days seem to be over reliant on recycled themes which are getting pretty boring.

The current generation of Asian movies seem to be better off, with better storylines and much much better acting. So take my advice, watch this move and be entertained.